Damn Not AGAIN

A Couple of years ago
I found myself here
Loving a good man
Who my heart he was dear
Beautiful, kindness he was all those things
Sunshine and happiness Lawd knows he did bring
But im sad too say
Love me he did indeed
But his flesh was weaker then we thought it be
See back then I entered in
Not knowing what was up or the truth
But when all was reviled my heart suffered that bruise
Embarrassed ashamed is how I felt
So so alone, nothing could help
Everyone said said didn't you see it
Candice gurl didn't you tell
I laughed to myslef and thought they can all go to hell
So I hid from the public my friends and my peers
Cause what they didn;t understand was the heart has no eye and no ears

But that was long ago
When all this occurred
And I took a VOW this kinda of drama would never return
Shame on me for being a fool
Shame on you "Weren't you breaking some rules"
But today I stand looking at my present
Which looks a lot like my past.....
Guess I gotta dig my VOW out the trash

Damn not again......