Stronger than me?

So I woke up early yet and and still I didn't leave the house til about 11 am.. I guess I am still coping with jet lag...Every time I woke up I would fall right back to sleep...But anywho I went to the bank for my mom..Gave Gina (who's pregnant) her wallet bought some fly shoes and then went to the hospital with my daddy!!! You know what SUCK about him being in this coma is the fact that I can't talk to him..I have spoken no lie to my father everyday since I was born!!! Everyday for 21 years...Soo to be in the house and see his shoes and his clothes the way he left them...It just sucks cause he should be here with me right now...But I truly trust GOD and I always have soo let not my faith waiver now..I cannot, I will not, but most of all I "SHANT"...lol...I talked to my pregnant niece today (Jazmine) who is getting excited which I'm glad about she said she is nervous about when her grandfather wakes up and how he will react to the news...Hopefully he wont be mad at her...POINT blank I miss my DADDY...And I need him so God while you got him in this trance please fix him...And when he gets back to me I'm NOT ever letting him go!!!!